part of me feels like i wrote this post already... then i realize i am just remembering last years. Then as i go through photos in iphoto... looking for one for this post, it really hits home how long watcher has been gone, and how much i have expierenced and how much has changed.
you see.. there was a time when everything that happened in my life he was there. I got in a fight with my parents, he was there.... i was going to "run away from home" he was bundled up in my jacket with me... trekking through the woods.... camping during the summers, he was there on a kitty harness.... i first good cry over a boy... yep he was there... each and every semester i came home from college... he anxiously awaited my return... all the places i had moved... all the major relationships i had been in... you guessed it, he had to step aside and "share" me.....
so it is still foreign to think of all the things i have experienced without him.... this year a lone has been a BIG year of changes.....
i just hope he realizes how much i miss him, and the friendship we had :) xoxo
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